a) The cheoregraphy is so much cooler.
b) FINALLY THE STUPID "LET'S STAND IN A TRIANGLE!!!!" DANCE FORMATION IS GONE!
c) FINALLY THE STUPID "LET'S ALL BEND DOWN AND PRETEND WE'RE NOT HERE" DANCE MOVE HAS BEEN MADE DYNAMIC AND COOL!
d) Basically, as someone who understands neither Korean nor SJ-M's Chinese, the performances seem so much better to me. xD
Things I do not like about SJ-M:
a) Fandom's batshit insanity. Enough said.
b) The fact that no one bothered seemed to bother to put the members through pronunciation lessons.
c) That I have no idea what anyone is singing.
YOU'VE MADE FANDOM WANK. FOR THE SECOND TIME.
(I went to Japan for a day, and then China for several.)
It was amazing. :DDDDD
This is probably heresy, but I am so glad I chose to see a Morning Musume concert instead of a Super Junior one. It was amazing. The fan-chanting was so coordinated. Everything was brilliant. (Plus, SJ fangirls scream too much~)
I have lots of cute hairclips now... I got a haircut... I went shopping fifty million times....
I HAVE GUNDAM MODELS!!!! :DDDDDD (Aegis and Justice xDDDD)
And... and...
I HAVE TOUR GOODS!
Oh, god. I spent 7000 yen (a little more than 70USD) exactly. *cries*
BUT TOUR GOODS!
(Even if that dumb keychain cost 12USD, I wouldn't give it up for anything~)
...I get the feeling I'm now addicted to concert-going...........................
@rian: I still have take those pictures of me in le water events stadium off the camera... We're in a tizzy this weekend, though, so it might take me forever...
...I seriously need a to-do list... Don't I.
...Still.
You know, if I don't magically get back to lj within the, oh, two-week gap of nothing to do that I have.... I probably won't be back until the summer. -_-; (By which I mean frequent entries + fanfiction + etc.)
To give you an idea....... I won't be back during March, at least! My schedule the next three weeks is ridiculous.
And then May... APs. =.= Then SAT IIs... then finals.
Ew.
Speaking of testing... I need to figure out my testing schedule for 08-09.... Unfortunately, I have to space things, and whatnot. A pain, because I have, what? ten tests to take? -__________________-; (for the curious... a piano practical, 3 AP, SAT, 2-4 SAT II... and maybe ACT too. the various SATs are going to be especially tricky...)
i think i'm going to be away from lj... checking things, but away. maybe only for a second. maybe for three months. maybe forever.
at the moment, i'm totally not feeling it. maybe later.
there's...
it's okay... i'm actually really happy. not going to talk about why, not only because i promised, but also because it's mine and mine only....
Last day of midterms is tomorrow! But not spending fifty bazillion hours a day on lj is so refreshing I'm tempted to try it for a while longer. Actually, I was sorta-kinda-not-really on hiatus before midterms started, wasn't I? -_-; Like, I was checking things but not really caring. You know, five hundred hours a day as opposed to fifty bazillion.
(And, er... not writing anything! But you don't know that! Please don't mention it.)
At this rate, I'll be gone until my birthday! (And not writing anything.) And, you know, on my birthday, I'm going to Japan, and a while before I leave...
SUPER SMASH BROS. BRAWL IS COMING OUT!!!
...Yeah. For the uninformed, I am fanatically devoted to that game. Even more than with Melee, because damn they've been hyping Brawl for two years. Melee's release was a long time ago... I didn't even own the original, let alone care about the sequel at the time.
And plus, this time, I am fanatically devoted to two series that appear in SSBB! :DDDDDD
In conclusion: musicgasm. fangirlgasm. stagegasm. LIFEgasm.
Unfortunately, not a charactergasm. I'm thrilled that my two favorite characters from Melee are back (though Pikachu doesn't count! did anybody ever think....), but more pokemon please. (I can't be the only person that wants half the roster to be pokemon! ...Well, okay, maybe I am.)
Why, yes, I did spend the last two hours gorging on spoilers! Why do you ask?
Now that I think about it... A nintendo-characters-on-a-bus plot would be hilarious... I bet SSE is all emo, lolololololololololol.
A HUNDRED PLUS SONGS!!!!
(I would so buy a SSBB soundtrack. Except it would probably not happen due to royalty issues.)
Midterms start tomorrow!
I'll be here on the internet almost as much as usual, but please don't encourage me to fool around. I really don't need the incentive. >.>
...Mommy said that if I don't get to go to Japan + see Morning Musume in two months, I can go to one of Super Junior's concerts in China.
...Dammit.
This is, like, the decision of the century, isn't it? >.< Whatever I choose, it's likely I'll never have another chance, considering my favorite members of both groups more-or-less have "expire by" dates on them.
...
...
Why is it that I was so willing to give up going to Japan to make room for celebrating my grandfather's 80th birthday in Las Vegas but if it's Las Vegas and SuJu, I hesitate?
...Does anyone actually believe that Super Smash Bros Brawl will be the last SSB?
...*rolls eyes*
Unless SSBB is delayed so often that the world ends first...
...Okay, okay, I'm making cheap shots and taking quotes out of context. Here's the context, from here:
"I felt that a large premise of the project was that this was not a series that would continue indefinitely. After all, it wasn’t possible to keep on increasing the characters that are entitled to take the field in Smash Bros. And even if you try to utilize new familiar characters that resonate with the fans, you can’t get each and every gamer to be happy. Just like its predecessor then, we decided to design the game as if it was the last one in the series."
By the way? I think I'm in love with Sakurai, SSBB's director... person... thing. No idea what he does, exactly. Game development confuses me. But, anyway, I think he's hot. And has a hilarious writing style.
AND FINAL FANTASY VII'S WRITER IS WRITING SSBB'S PLOT. I GUESS THAT MEANS SSBB WILL MAKE ZERO SENSE.
I love Sakurai for rejecting this gem of a plot: "Some of the characters are on a bus on the way to the stadium. Samus is there. Donkey Kong is there and Snake is watching the bus from afar."
Every time, I know that getting my hopes up only makes me upset...
Somehow, though, it's happened again...
Can I truly enjoy the only vacation I've ever picked for myself?
Who knows...?
Oh, this is ridiculous. Why do I feel so awful about going to Japan? Yes, it does prevent the family reunion for my grandfather's eightieth birthday (well, 80th by Chinese years). But no one would dream of reproaching me, mainly using the logic "but you were the one who proposed your trip first". Somehow, I hoped it would make me happy...
But I'm sure those of you who know me well know, or could guess, that I'm always, always hiding guilt at being the one who got "the most". But when I do sacrifice... Oh, I'm so bitter about it.
I suppose the happy medium would be agreement. Compromise is impossible for things like this, so we'll have to settle for agreement - if it could be possible. But, no, it's always yielding (usually by me, though not without a fuss that spoils everyone else's fun).
I'll just imagine seeing Koharu in real life at last, even if only from a distance, and let that comfort me, if nothing else can.
Today I remembered:
1) Why I stopped reading novels. (Which was a strange thing for someone as arguably intelligent and fond of literature as me to do.)
2) How utterly incompetent I am at living life. I'm so easy to set off, just whisper-whisper-whisper, like that!
In other news... Sick again. I mean, beyond the sinusitis. Actually, this might be the same or a related problem, but my throat is killing me... It might be something else though, in which case I can and will do something drastic (I don't know what exactly yet) to my head (which is the source of all my problems)!
You know... If people didn't have heads (I mean, had evolved sans heads, not had them chopped off!), a lot of medical problems would be solved... Though I suppose a lot more logistic ones would have appeared.
...My schedule is so dead.
They haven't done schedules yet, but I get the feeling schedule conflicts will kick me out of AP English.
There's a long story as to why I'm predicting that, but the short story is that my class is a bunch of Bad Overacheivers that Need to Suck It Up and Take AP because Overacheivers Should Want to Take AP English. And that I hope the Honors teacher is hard and they all fail Honors so I can laugh at them for not taking AP. And killing my schedule.
...You know, I think all my troubles started when I walked into high school and decided I was going to have taken ten AP classes by the time I graduated. This is clearly a Bad Goal, if only because now I have to pray for the schedules to work out in my favor. My luck is bad, so...
"Buying $100 in Christmas gifts for you makes you spoiled."
"How many percent do you want to go to Yellowstone, and how many percent do you want to go to Japan to watch a Morning Musume concert?" (can you tell me what my answer was/how obvious and stupid the question was? i bet you can.)
"I spent ten minutes more than I meant to at the store you told me you really, really didn't want to go to, so I don't have time to bring you to get fast food."
"Why did you have to ask me where the masking tape was? If you hadn't, and I hadn't gone to get it, your brother wouldn't have thrown up!"
"You know how you were telling your friends how your brother throwing up wasn't your fault? Well, you're not blameless! You didn't put the camera away!"
"You're so spoiled lately."
"You have a bad temper because there's not enough light in your room."
..."You're depressed because you have a bad personality."
Gee, I wonder why I'm depressed? -_-; I know better now, of course, but it's not like I can just magically forget years of ... the above?
I could make witty replies and totally point out the utter lulz apparent in what my parents say... But, (un?)fortunately, I know better (?) and keep my head down.
In the eternal words of a boy from school: "Wow, your dad must be a dickweed."
The only group I've ever liked for their talent.
The video's nearly five years old... I wasn't a jpop fan back then, but Aa! was the BEST. UNIT. EVER. Maybe I just think that because Airi was a cute nine-year-old, Miyabi was a cute eleven-year-old, and Reina... was a cute thirteen-year-old? Well, she probably weighed more back then... -_-;
I want Aa! back...
Srsly, someone please graduate Reina from Morning Musume, Miyabi and Airi from their respective groups, and make Aa! a full-time unit...
>.<
OH, LIFE.
five days until christmas (four, depending on your point of view), and i'm just totally down in the dumps. ...then again, aren't i always...?
maybe i'll make some new year's resolutions this time around. then again... how can you get to a point when you have no idea how?
there's three months and three days until my birthday. i love the number three.
...but i wasn't planning this post, or anything... ...coincidentally, it will have been nine years since i last had a birthday party... (again, the exact number depends on your point of view, but...)
hm... i used to love nine, but when i grew up i realized twenty-seven was a much more logical number to love...
...i'm probably the only person my age who doesn't like getting older. i hate my birthday, but i hate getting older in general, even beyond the date itself...
...ah, i haven't even asked for anything for christmas yet... (but that's almost as old as not asking for birthday gifts). i don't want to, even. i want things but i don't want to ask. ...i'm not making any sense, really... it makes sense to me but it's... complicated.
IN CONCLUSION FROM NOW TO AFTER MY BIRTHDAY I WILL LIKELY BE DEPRESSED. I MEAN, MORE SO THAN USUAL.
OMFG WHY? WHY IS IT ALWAYS THIS WAY? STUPID HABITS THAT HAVE CAUSES.
T_______________________________________
I started saline rinses today... (Yes, I was supposed to start them three weeks ago. Shut up. Just because I'm chicken -)
They hurt like a bitch. Actually, I'm not sure if hurt is the right term, but they left me in tears. It didn't hurt like the cut kind of hurt, more... Pressure in areas that should never feel pressure.
Basically, it's shooting water up your nose... Not filling your nose with water and letting it drip out... Shooting it so it comes out your mouth.
How disgusting is that?
...I do feel better, but can I summon the courage to do this three times a day...?
For the rest of my life?
...Why couldn't I have some other problem...?
ETA: Now that my head is clearer, I would like to say that I have said some really, really ridiculous things in the past three months (<-- aka how long I've been sick). Sometimes I was stupid, and quite often made myself sound like an idiot. I swear it was all the sinusitis' fault. I'm not even joking, you have no idea how irritable and senseless the goddamn mucus in my head made me.
-_-;
Subs of Japanese and Korean videos better not secretly be that bad. =p
(Why am I watching chinese vids with subs? Er... actually, I'm not sure myself... As far as I can tell, I understand Chinese better than the subbers, lol.)
Watching Hankyung talk about his experiences going to Korea on a Chinese talkshow... I don't know whether to cry over poor Hankyung's experiences or scream at the stupid subber. x.x
Poll #1106195
Open to: All, results viewable to: None
i am so awesome.
you love me.
of course.
2 (66.7%)
like llamas. 2 (66.7%)
...your mom, 1 (33.3%)
i'm so ninja. i sekritly hate you. but now you've discovered my sekrit identity, so i must... go eat doughnuts. 1 (33.3%)
i am going to tell you in the comments how much (or how little) i love you, because your options suck. 1 (33.3%)
HOW MUCH HAVE I MURDERED YOUR MIND. (high = strangulation! :3)
| 3 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 6 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 9 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 12 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 15 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 18 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 21 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 24 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 27 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 30 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 33 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 36 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 39 | 0 (0.0%) |
| 42 | 3 (100.0%) |
IS THIS A RANDOM POLL Y/Y?
YES 0 (0.0%)
YES WTF 0 (0.0%)
YES 0 (0.0%)
WHERE ARE THE TICKYS 1 (33.3%)
NO, BY WHICH I MEAN YES 2 (66.7%)
...I keep on making entries, public ones, then flocking them, then filtering them, then making them private...
I sort of want to make them public, actually... -_-;
Can I have robots of all of you, so I can say it but make no one sad?
Confession... At this point, I'm not sure why I don't just confess... Not sure why I won't. My reasons... they're all bleeding together.
If my mom weren't a doctor, how much medication would I be on?
(As for why that is... Because my mom is a doctor, I never go to the doctor's, and mommy, of course, is more-or-less in denial about the whole need for medication... and I will admit I hide the extent of that need from her.)
...Ah, perhaps it's for the best... I did badly on Zoloft, after all. Maybe it just wasn't a "strong" enough depression medication, but I did really, really, really badly on it. Maybe it made me worse, maybe I got worse for other reasons, but at any rate I didn't get better. And the placebo effect was working in my favor, too...
...Maybe if mommy weren't a doctor, I would have had sinus surgery too by now... God knows I need some sort of resolution to this problem. I'm still not exactly sure what's wrong with me... I thought it might be sinusitis, but may or may not be... Might just be a new chapter in my ever-increasing list of chronic problems, this time hardcore headaches. >.<
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