...It's official. I have chronic sinusitits.

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I started saline rinses today... (Yes, I was supposed to start them three weeks ago. Shut up. Just because I'm chicken -)

They hurt like a bitch. Actually, I'm not sure if hurt is the right term, but they left me in tears. It didn't hurt like the cut kind of hurt, more... Pressure in areas that should never feel pressure.

Basically, it's shooting water up your nose... Not filling your nose with water and letting it drip out... Shooting it so it comes out your mouth.

How disgusting is that?


...I do feel better, but can I summon the courage to do this three times a day...?
For the rest of my life?

...Why couldn't I have some other problem...?


ETA: Now that my head is clearer, I would like to say that I have said some really, really ridiculous things in the past three months (<-- aka how long I've been sick). Sometimes I was stupid, and quite often made myself sound like an idiot. I swear it was all the sinusitis' fault. I'm not even joking, you have no idea how irritable and senseless the goddamn mucus in my head made me.